Transforming Mindset and Achieving Goals: A Journey from 2019 to 2020
Introduction: Being a repeated student in 2019, the journey was fraught with challenges. However, as the new year of 2020 began, the path paved way for personal transformation and growth. This article recounts the journey of self-discovery, the impact of meditation on mental well-being, and the pursuit of personal goals. The author shares their experience of using Quora to seek and accomplish personal growth throughout the year.
Jan 1, 2019 — A Fresh Start with Repeated Studies
In 2019, being a repeated student made the year a bit daunting. Although I was aware that I would be selected that year, the fear of being a repeater again still lingered. The pressure of performing well in the exams sometimes overwhelmed me, despite being a person who usually enjoys a relaxed studying atmosphere.
The routine was simple and repetitive — from Allen to home, and back to Allen to continue revising.
Reconnecting with Apurvai's Drama and Dance Practice
Jan 1, 2019, marked a new beginning for me. I was excited about the resumption of Apurvai's dance and drama practice. This was the most famous Marathi drama and dance in our college fest, Aavishkaar. It was a way to express myself amidst the academic pressure.
However, the new year also facilitated introspection, leading to questions like, 'Who am I? What is the purpose of my life?' These internal discomforts prompted a significant shift in my life.
Turning Point: Meditation and Self-Respect
My turning point came in the form of meditation. Daily meditation for 15–20 minutes was a precious gift from life that helped me transform.
Over the course of a year, I learned to manage my emotions better. Meditation provided me with a clear mind, enabling me to make decisions more effectively. The ups and downs of life became a part of the journey, and I recognized the value in overcoming challenges to learn new things.
I began to live life differently, embracing new experiences and challenges. This transition was successful, culminating in achieving my goals for the new year of 2020.
The Journey of Personal Growth
To start with, I had been a silent reader of Quora for around 4–5 years. However, it was my friend's encouragement that prompted me to share my thoughts through an answer. My journey from reading anonymously to sharing knowledge on Quora symbolized my growth and transformation.
Conclusion: 2019 was a year marked by repeated studies and internal questioning, but 2020 was a testament to personal growth, self-respect, and the transformative power of meditation. It reinforced the idea that every setback is an opportunity for growth and that continuous learning and self-awareness are vital for a fulfilling life.
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