Reflecting on October: Life, Survival, and New Beginnings
October is a month that often brings back a plethora of memories, both fond and not so fond. For some, it's the beginning of cooler days and the entry into autumn, while for others, it's a month filled with personal and global events that shape their lives significantly.
October Personal Milestones
October is special for personal reasons as well. It marks the birthday of the author's sister, giving way to cherished moments and memories. The author, currently living in the United States, often feels a mix of nostalgia and gratitude while reflecting on the differences between her home in the Philippines and her current life in the States. There's a certain comfort and familiarity associated with the Philippines, where people are more sociable and open. However, the feeling of being physically distant during special days like holidays brings a sense of longing.
One particular October morning, the author experienced a moment of unexpected joy and courage. After a home birth in the early hours of the morning, she faced a profoundly life-changing event just days later. On November 1st, she received the diagnosis of cancer, an experience that altered her perspective and the way she views life. Every year around this time, the author finds herself feeling grateful for life and being alive. This recurring pattern of reflection has continued year after year, turning October into a reminder of life's unpredictability and the importance of cherishing every moment.
Halloween: A Multifaceted Celebration
Halloween holds a special place in the author's heart. For her, it's more than just a holiday; it's a mixture of joy and a profound sense of gratitude for living. The memory of a Halloween event a few years ago is etched in her mind. She remembers a church carnival where she and her older kids cheered her on as she climbed a rock climbing tower and rang a bell at the top. This symbol of victory against odds felt particularly meaningful. The very next day, a life-altering call came, informed her that she had cancer. This single day served as a stark reminder of the fragility of life.
Each year, this time of year sparks a renewed sense of thankfulness. The author's journey through the fall brings a mix of emotions, from the simple joy of cooler nights and early sunsets to the profound reflections brought on by personal experiences.
Endings and Beginnings
October also marks specific events that bring change and transformation. For example, a couple of years ago, the author moved out, starting a new chapter in her life. This period was filled with challenges but ultimately led to personal growth and resilience.
The author also remembers her first class in a significant honor society, which took place in October. This event symbolized the beginning of a new academic journey and a point of stability in her life. Currently, October is not just about personal milestones but also about the onset of the holiday season as she starts making her Christmas gift and card lists and taking advantage of early sales.
Lastly, October is a reminder of the end of summer and the arrival of cooler days, a transition that brings a mix of gratitude and melancholy.
In conclusion, October is a month that inherently prompts a deep reflection on life, from personal milestones to the tricky balance of joy and challenge. It serves as a poignant reminder of life's inescapable moments and the resilience and gratitude that are integral to navigating through them.
What does October always remind you of?