Introduction

Do you know how much of your thoughts you keep to yourself? Many people believe they share everything, but the reality is that they hold back more than they let out. As an individual who is both a writer and a concept artist, I have my fair share of thoughts and ideas locked away in my mind.

Unspoken Thoughts and Opinions

For those with a wide social circle, thoughts and opinions are frequently shared and discussed. However, when individuals are isolated, they often keep their inner thoughts bottled up, leading to a sense of relief once these thoughts are finally released. It can be challenging to balance the need for social interaction with the constraints of holding back personal thoughts.

While it's not polite to prevent people from naturally socializing, it's also not the best approach to release all one's thoughts in one go. It's best to express your thoughts in small, manageable portions over time, allowing others to do the same. This mutual exchange promotes gentle communication and mutual learning.

Dark Thoughts and Artistic Expression

My thoughts and opinions are mostly kept to myself, primarily due to their dark nature. The subjects I delve into tend to be so intense that my unique perspectives and observations make them uncomfortable for others. For instance, discussing a particularly gruesome idea nearly led to my roommate moving out. Consequently, I am holding off on sharing my thoughts until I have the proper skill to express them in artistic form.

Frequency of Thoughts and Their Purpose

The question of how much I keep to myself often arises, especially as I contemplate how many thoughts are currently occupying my mind. Interestingly, the number is relatively low. Historical figures, on the other hand, seem to have a higher volume of thoughts.

My typical thought process involves absorbing inputs from books and engaging in conversations with people. After the initial intake, there's some analysis, followed by a conclusion. Only a fraction of these conclusions tend to be stored and not shared with others, as they are often subjective and serve no practical purpose for others.

Quantitatively, I only keep about 10% of my thoughts to myself, while the remaining 90% have been shared with others at some point in time.

Conclusion

While it's crucial to share thoughts and opinions for personal and social growth, not sharing everything is also necessary to protect one's mental well-being. Striking the right balance can lead to more meaningful exchanges and a healthier social environment.