Introduction

Do you ever wonder what could have been if you had pursued a crush or love interest back in the day? In this personal narrative, we explore the complexities of regret and the paths we take in life that lead to unexpected outcomes.

Two Boys and Early Encounters

It's a familiar dilemma- do you regret not going after someone you once loved? This story revolves around two individuals who faced similar dilemmas, each facing unique challenges and outcomes.

There's Anthony, a classmate who confessed his feelings, and the basketball player, a basketball star also known for his friendship with Anthony. Both presented opportunities and challenges, leaving their mark on the narrator.

Anthony, a groupie of the narrator's bully, was a potential romantic interest. However, his group's ridicule and the continued friendship between the bully and Anthony were significant roadblocks. The second guy, the basketball player, was a stabilizing influence, even though there was ongoing drama.

Meeting Nathan

The journey then takes a turn as the narrator introduces her experience with Nathan. From a young age, they were drawn to each other despite coming from different backgrounds. Their connection was immediate, but the Christian college environment posed its challenges.

Nathan's leaving marked the beginning of a new chapter, one marred by a tumultuous period. The narrator faced a traumatic first relationship and a shifting sense of self. These experiences clouded any decision to follow Nathan to his country.

Life After the Nightmare

The aftermath of the Christian college experience was riddled with hardship. The narrator eventually completed her studies and established herself in a new country. She regained her faith in education and embarked on a fulfilling career.

Their paths crossed again on social media, where they rekindled old memories and dreams. They discussed their past and even considered a potential vacation, but the logistical and personal challenges kept them apart.

Reflections and Future Possibilities

The narrative closes with the narrator reflecting on her life since meeting Nathan. She acknowledges that meeting him was instrumental in shaping her identity, leading her to pursue her passions and maintain a fulfilling marriage.

Despite the missed opportunity and the challenging early relationship, the narrator does not regret meeting Nathan. He represents a chapter of her life that, although painful, enriched her in ways she never anticipated.

Fast forward to the present, the narrator finds herself thinking deeply about what might have been if she had followed Nathan earlier. This contemplation leads to thoughts about her future and the possibility of returning to Nathan's hometown for further education.

The journey through life teaches us that sometimes, even if we miss out on what could have been, the memories and lessons learned shape us in invaluable ways.