2019: A Journey of Resilience and Transformation
Reflecting on the year 2019, if I had to pick one word to describe my experience thus far, it would undoubtedly be 'roller-coaster'. The ride of this past year has been a tumultuous mixture of highs and lows, filled with moments of hope and despair, much like riding a roller-coaster.
Entertainment and Comfort
One could argue that 'lockdown' was the defining word of 2020, but my personal experience with lockdown was vastly different. Being in New Zealand, I had a unique luxury of having vast quantities of food to spare, and with access to Netflix, long hiatuses from the outside world became nothing more than a temporary holiday. Six whole weeks with unlimited time to binge-watch Star Trek series after series was an unexpected privilege. The ultimate comfort and entertainment during a challenging year made it a memorable time for me.
My 2019: A Highlight Reel
I believe that 2019 was a significant year for me, marked by several pivotal transformations and achievements. I finished the year feeling fulfilled and content, and Irsquo;d like to walk you through how it happened.
A Milestone as an Author
Debuted as an Author
In February 2019, I made a significant leap by publishing my first book. It was a long-held dream since I was just eight years old, to have a book with my name on it. This project was not only about sharing my story but also about inspiring others who may be going through similar challenges. Publishing a book is a monumental achievement, and it took years of hard work before reaching this milestone. The emotional journey laid out in the book is now accessible to readers, making my contributions more meaningful.
Professional and Personal Adjustments
Bidding Farewell to Engineering
March 2019 marked the beginning of the end for my engineering career, as I slowly and silently bid farewell to my old profession. This transition was a reflection of my personal growth and the realization that it was time for a change. The decision to leave engineering was supported by my family, but it required a great deal of emotional and professional courage.
Supporting Family and Social Changes
March 2019 was also a significant month for family reasons as my sister got married in March. While my focus was on wrapping up my engineering career, the family milestone was equally important and filled the year with joy and love.
Exploring the Mountains and Healing the Soul
Mountains of Kashmir
June 2019 brought a new adventure, and it wasn't one that would be remembered for constant noise and traffic. I ventured into the serene and breathtaking landscape of Kashmir, where my feet finally found stability on trails that promised higher grounds. The mountains were more than just an escape; they provided a much-needed respite from the daily stresses of life and an opportunity to heal the soul.
Embracing Self-Improvement and Resilience
Pompholyx Eczema
The transition into September marked the beginning of a new journey of self-improvement. Being diagnosed with Pompholyx Eczema in my right heel in 2019 was a step towards accepting who I am without judgment. Just three years prior, I had been diagnosed with Hemangioma on my tongue, a condition that had taken years to adjust to and accept. These repeated challenges taught me the importance of resilience and self-love. The diagnosis in 2019 brought renewed strength and a deeper understanding of my body and mind.
A Year of Happiness and Contentment
Reflecting on my journey, 2019 was not just about growth; it was about finding happiness in small achievements. I earned ￡11.01 on Quora, found a perfect haircut, moved into a sweet new home, and even found contentment in making new friends. The year was a mix of big and small victories that contributed to a deep sense of happiness and fulfillment.
An Overview of 2019
Patakha
Reflecting on the year, I titled it as a Patakha (a Bangladeshi term for a bomb, used to describe a year with a lot of activity and significance). In 2019, I debuted as a published author, bid farewell to my engineering career, embraced new experiences like visiting Kashmir, learned to be resilient, and found joy in the small things. Each chapter of 2019 contributed to a unique and colorful narrative, making 2019 a year to remember.
Conclusion
2019 was not just a year marked by significant personal and professional achievements, but it was a year of finding strength in resilience and happiness in small victories. It was a roller-coaster ride, filled with peaks and valleys, but overall, a deeply fulfilling year.